there was nothing seenon the grey perimeterof lives lived and lost
why do we always realize too late?
drops of deep regretmingle with memories lostcontained in pearls – gone.
preach – they preach at the top,hands a-waving, mouths a-spitting,frothing, they preachtheir truths of life – sparks of nothingfizzle into nothing – preaching, they slam their drinks,everyone has lost their mindsbut them, they preach – saviors, they will save the lowlifes,they will be million-dollar car drivesinto voids of wealth well-squandered,shouting – preach – voices makeContinue reading “preach nothing”
hallucinations tear your mind apart.
if i were to start writing about my lifemy pages would stay blankwith unfilled lines, maybe the occasional scribble,the doodles that bleed through pagesinto the wooden desk underneathand my finger – a drop of blood crowning the tip – will shake till a masterpiece of blood and tearsadorned the page – these rambles trip andContinue reading “rambles of the lost”
and the gray insidebleaches away my color,the world – black and white – crossroads, i am lost.
i chose my livingshackled myself in expectations. now i am drowning,paying the price,and waiting for someone to save me. or waiting for the day that i save myself.
It is always in the morning where I miss you the most. It was the soft breaths – slow and steady – that I woke up to. (You were my anchor) Sometimes, your arms would be thrown around my body, a lovely weight reminding me that I was not alone. Other times, your hands wereContinue reading “Gone”
one small breath, light on my fingertips,downy raven hair plastered to pale skin,and green, green eyes that stare back at me,innocence and love in one gaze. but reality comes and takes you away,four months and then gone,a whisper in wind,tainted only by the metallic smell of blood. i think of all the times that weContinue reading “one small breath, light on my fingertips”