you don’t understand anything but what I let you see.
seeing everyone in front of me reminds me of how alone I am.
i use these secrets as a wall.
grey skies reflect human endeavors to destroy everything in the process of attempting to be successful.
i wanted to experience euphoria, but i’m still lonely.
maybe i can live with changes.
my friend,i remember the photograph-wrinkled old days,streaming golden sunlight under white cloudswhere we sat on broken-down benches,staring at the future together. my friend, i remember the fights and the make-ups,the tears and the touch-ups,the fear and the happiness that consumed our lives,i remember everything. my friend,i found your shadow wandering around the district today,lost withContinue reading “my friend”
i was nothingand they were somethingand we were friendsand i was alone. there’s a theme here today, isn’t there? i wonder why. it’s certainly not me ranting about something. is it?
They ate at me until I was nothing.
they have always accused you of being too wasteful. *** you peel the crust off your bread, scattering crumbs across the table, far and wide. next to you, you can see your father grimacing at the brown parts that lay discarded against the white porcelain of your plate. your bread looks much more tasteful toContinue reading “wasteful”