my hand grasps nothing but air and memories where you used to stand.
is it beautiful up there?
i’ve been exhausted.
i think about your once-smiling face, and hope you are finally Happy now, at a different place.
sorry that i am not going, but i don’t want to ruin your day just because i’m feeling gray today.
some days, i feel gray..
a drowning feeling that pulls you under,staring at the edge of the abyss,you wonder how far the drop will be – if it will be a second before the ground meets your lipsor if you will fall for eternity – the absence of feeling, wandering in a daze,hands tug at the edges of the cloudsuntilContinue reading “drowning in an abyss”
lost in this forever abyss, i have forgotten the sun.
drowning in this dark cloud. no way out.
i drew you five years ago. sharp charcoal lines – cheekbones, angles, body – fiery red hair and lipstick to match,tangoing among the wreckageas the world burned behind you sharp tongue and a wit to match,decisive, confident, beautiful,red heels, stiletto nails,a fire burned within you. today i drew you again. your tangled hair hiding yourContinue reading “faded”