December – once a month of snow and happiness, now a month of silence and nothingness.
the strands of time split off.
fiery flames of color herald change and a new day.
nature crumbles away.
living for eternity.
the human existence is inexplicable.
your words don’t hit me, they always shatter like glass i will never change.
unbroken voicesstill – still – calling out for changeone thousand years past
Trying. Trying. Trying. Until tear tracks run down my face. Until I am lost, wandering down a leaf-strewn path in a forest. Rip away parts of my heart. Crush it. Change it. Make it better. Make it fit into others’ expectations. Make it fit into society. Sew it back on. And I keep trying. KeepContinue reading “Trying to Change”
Recently, one of my soccer teammates secretly told me that she was leaving the team. She was one of my best friends on my team, and the person that I hung out with the most. So, naturally, I was devastated. I am someone who does not deal with change very well. I am someone whoContinue reading “5 Ways To Deal With Change”